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Killing Me (Single)

by John Bullen

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Had a go at rapping again. Let me know what you think.

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Right now, I really wanna get away, I really wanna make a change, make an escape from my reality and move forward till I break away. cause sometimes everything gets to me, it's like I can't find a place when I need to be alone, and I'm sick of my mistakes, I can't seem to find any form of faith in me. my brain feels like it's caving in, all these thoughts are trying to trap me in and I'm lost and confused, I'm feeling lonely and used, abused and walked all over just like a little toy soldier in my brothers room. i hope things get better soon

I'm lonely, I can hear the voices in the darkness calling my name
is this a game that we play when our hearts start racing and the sweat drips down from my face
I'm unwanted and it drives me insane
I want to feel something other than pain
where is the love? where is my love?

I wanted to break free, destroy my anxiety
it's killing me, can't you see?
I've lost my mind a thousand times
and I'm not getting better

Here I am, listening to all you say, figuring out how out how to make you stay and there's some things that I wish that I could change, go back in time, erase my mistakes but no
everything that happens has happened for a reason, apparently my feelings were made for a demon to torture me, I'm going to heal I just want you to see
I need you to support me on my fearful journey of me trying to find myself in this path of discovery and self learning
yeah there's things that I wish I hadn't done, don't regret a single one though cause I know that life will just keep moving on

I'm lonely, I can hear the voices in the darkness calling my name
is this a game that we play when our hearts start racing and the sweat drips down from my face
I'm unwanted and it drives me insane
I want to feel something other than pain
Where is the love? where is my love?

I wanted to break free destroy my anxiety
it's killing me, can't you see?
I've lost my mind a thousand times
and I'm not getting better

Where is the love? where is my love?
and I'm not getting better

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released December 4, 2014
Engineering/mixing/mastering - John Bullen

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